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I know I haven't been around lately... I really want to talk to you but... well see I have this great desire to do something, something I know God has a heart for but He has not said I could pursue it right now.
It is so hard to know that it is something God would want, He just doesn't want it for me and my family right now.
He has done a lot during the MONTHS I have been dreaming. He has called me closer to Himself. He has given me power to get healthier. He has called me out on some of my attitudes. He has given me more energy. He has also not quenched this dream I have, in fact I think He has strengthened it, while at the same time saying wait.
See sometimes you have ideas when you are a child... like the huge wedding you would have, or the nice house you would live in, or the kind of city you would settle down in. Well, those were not my dreams, mine were different.
Maybe soon He will let us move forward with my great desire, but until then, I dream, I pray, and I wait...On Him.
